Thursday, July 18, 2013

A Person's Perception: In a Mind of a Random Person

                 I can never come up of a reason behind my reasonable craziness. What I mean by reasonable craziness is, trying to reason myself in other’s situation. I have always thought, what if I am in their exact situation or what if they’re in my exact situation but that can never happen. So I end up with myself, reasoning about by reasonable craziness which is by the way, unreasonable.
                I can never come up of a solution for my unbearable bipolarity. Sometimes I’m happy then I am sad but most of the times, I am in between. You can see me laughing on my own then crying and whatsoever. I can never understand why I came up to be like this. For an instance, I have thought of trying psychology as my course, not for the profession but for me to understand how my indescribable mind which is by the way, not understandable
                I can never come up of a solution of my narcissism. I have always wanted the attention of everyone and when I mean everyone, I mean everyone. However, it’s unnoticeable for the reason that is I’m too narcissistic about myself that no one wants to comprehend it anymore. So, I’m just stuck trying to praise and be proud of myself which by the way, not proudable.
                I can never come up of something. Something that will explain how these things tend to be and what are these things? How can a heartless, emotionless and mindless, mindless, shoot anonymous, anonymous like me can never come up of something. Something called something which is not entitled yet. So basically, this part of this thing I came up is just nonsense. Yes. Nonsense. Go on and never mind.



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